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ughh another freakin snow day! well whatever i got to sleep in late =O] i havent written in here for so long.. hmm well lets see whats new? im finally over mike, he has a girlfriend now, who i HATE katie... ugh it only gets me SOOO mad because i know he can do so much better so much. shes a real slut and shes beat and it just gets me so angry... and they dont even seem enthusiastic about their little "relationship" wen ppl ask them if they go out theyre just like "ya." and thats it... nothing ! ha.. wen i went out with mike and sumone asked me if we went out, i was like "yeah (with a big smile on my face)we go out.." and then like continue the conversation.. and NO ONE likes katie anyways.. maybe like her 6 friends like her.. but mike is always w/other people that hate her so uhh good luck with that one sweetie!.. not
anyways ive definately moved on, ive got my eye on a couple cuties =D but i have to admit i <3 being single.. no b/f drama & no worries. idk tho, like the guys that i kinda like, idk if theyre really boyfriend material s0o we`ll see how that one goes.
we had vacation last week. no school, it was awesome. my babbyy erica went to puerto rico that bitch! haha jk i love her, but i hhung out w/dee & chris a couple times.. i painted my room =O) its gorgeous i <3 it! wen erica got back i hung out w/her and the girls.. it was fun. i saw final destination 3, freaky movie let me tell you. if youve seen it you know what i mean. im so scared to go tanning now ! but i wont say why, cuz if you havent seen it, i dont wanna spoil it for you =] anyways... its freaking snowing out and theres nothing to do :O( so boring! thats the only reason why i DONT like snow days.. cuz i cant get anywhere.. its not like i have a car that i can go places in and all my friends that do drive are prolly too LAZY to come pick me up anywayss! haha but im really tired soo im gonnna lay in bed, watch tv, ya kno ;O) i just wanted to update a little bit but ill write more later
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[26 Jan 2006|02:26pm] |
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ughh, i`m s0o bored.. midterms started this week, they`re not that bad ( SO FAR ) i got to go in late today b/c i had lunch 7th period and that obviously not a class, so i just went in for my Photo exam, which i shouldn`t have even gone to b/c i bet i coulda passed the class even if i didnt take the test..neways, dee didn`t have to come to school @ all today b/c she has lunch then study hall. lucky bitch♥ but i styll love her. i miss her tho i haven`t reallly chylled with her for a while, besides her family bday partyy on sunday. so this morning paty called me @ 7am and i hadda meet her half way to my house so that she could come over. i basically rolled outta bed, put on my northface and merked out. it was FREEZiNG outsidee ! so wen we got back home we had sum hot cocoa =] yummy  !! then we went in my room ( i was so tired i just wanted to fall asleep ) but we watched an hour and a half of *saved by the bell* i love that show. but at 9 we hadda start gettin ready for school cuz we both had an exam second half of the day. ok, i really don`t live too farr away from HHS, but today wen we were walking it felt like a million miles away! we froze our asses off! lol but i made my *sPeCiAl* hot chocolate and we put it in thermoses so we were warm!! lol.. anywho, after school i went and bought my month of tanning at Miami Glo<3 i love it there. Maria is the nicestt!! she said i`m her little sister! lol but yeah so i went tanning then speedy gonzales (santi p) brought me home b/c it was soo cold out. wen i got in the car, he looked soooo adorable! he has an interview today @ Marshalls.. he`s prolly in it right now, but he had on a really nice pink button up w/sum nice pants and nice shoes, what a cutie. lol
speaking of boys, i`ve decided to GIVE UP on mike. idk why i even thought that there coulda been a second chance, because i have tried talking to him & stuff and i just can`t take it ne more, so if he doesn`t wanna get hurt, than i understand, and i`m sorry for hurting him b/c it was the last thing that i wanted to do, but shit happens, and w/e i regret breaking up with him. idk what else he wants me to say/do about it but.. yeah. erica asked him if he wanted to hang out this weekend w/all the guys&&gurls and he was like "yeah sure" and erica was like "even if mand is there?" and then he hesitated about the whole situation, saying that he didnt want me to chyll w/him and like him more or sumthing well mike, if we hang out, it`ll be good b/c that meeans that we`re straight and we`re friends and everything, but i`m not gonna like you again. i`m making a vow to myself, because then, you won`t have to worry about getting hurt again or any of that, the last thing i want to do is hurt you again, because you don`t deserve it. if you want to do something about "us" or any situation then you can take the first step b/c idk what else to do. i called him to talk to him and he was going out but he never called me back? soo.. w/e just time to move on b/c if i start to like him again i`ll be the one getting hurt b/c he doesnt like me back. s0o yeah.. i guess that`s it..?.. erica and i have to go boy scouting anyways.
umm, idk what else is going on in my life? well my parents basically want me&& my brother outta the house saterday night. i DONT even wanna THINK ABOUT IT. s0o i gotta find a place to sleep lol which shouldn`t be hard at all =]~ just call up one of my girlies that i love to death ♥ but, on friday a bunch of us all wanted to go *gLoW iN tHe DaRk b0wLiNg* but friggin AMF Lanes doesn`t start till 10pm and i wont be in the mood by then to go bowling. lol its supposed to be just like a "spurr of the moment thing" and we just wanna go and have fun.. but now we dunno what the heckk to do. erica`s mommy`s bday is T0M0RR0W !! i`m so excited, i gotta make her a card =] i love er`s mom she is the cutest! haha..
wanna hear about the DRAMA in my life w/girls ?! you prolly dont.. well hears a G Rated version of it.. "Liar" is causing so many problems.. "Phony" is being phony, talking shit about a girl one second then tryin to defend her the next ? oh no, you need to shut up you phony ass.. UGHH I HATE GIRLS ! they cause S0 MUCH DRAMA over NOTHING!!!!!!!! i really hate liars who can talk all the shit they want online, but can`t say anything on the phone or nothing.. b/c wen you`re on the phone, you don`t have time to think about ne thing but online, you have all the time in the world to think up one of our *famous* lies.. isn`t that the truth hunnie? well all i have to say is taht if ne one has a problem w/me.. or one of my friends just say it to their faces, NOT online.. NOT to one of your puny little twit friends b/c all that does is cause problems/drama and if you wanna do that, do it to a different group of friends, b/c me&my girls DON`T wanna deal w/your petty bullshit ne more? k. thankssomuch=]
hmm.. *VaLeNtInE`s DaY* is coming up in a few weeks..
GREAT just fabulous
more laterr!
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oh boy, where do i even begin. hmm. well, remember my ex-boyfriend, mike? yeah well lately i have been thinking about him... a lot. and idk what to do anymore. i mean, breaking up with him was so hard, but being without him is even harder i kno it sounds hard to believe because i broke up with him but i just miss him. and it`s hard because i know that he`s not over me, but he doesn`t want to get hurt again, but i bet that if we like starting talking again to see how things went and eventually maybe went back out i wouldn`t have any disappointments. yesterday he drove me home from school, which is a first b/c he hasn`t driven me home in like 3 weeks.. and we just talked like w/e "how was school," "whats new," that kinda stuff, and then wen i get outta the car he said to call him later. so around 4ish i think i called him b/c i knew he was going out w/friends so i wanted to talk to him b4 that.. but wen i called he was lke "im bout to go out" so i told him to call me later. did he ? no.. today in school i saw him & i was like "good job calling me back last night" and he was like "i forgot".. =( ok s0o.. he forgot ? idk but like, wen i see him i just get happy b/c he`s such a good guy & he`s just s0o sweet & all that good stuff i just HAVE TO SMILE !! haha.. but then today i saw him going to 8th period and him&his friend were blocking the stairs and i was trying to get through but they didnt see be cuz i was behind themm.. and wen he turnd around, he didn`t say hi or ne thing.. =\ it was just weird. and he yelled to sumone "my number is on that paper, call me baby" so i laughed b/c it was funny b/c i think a BOY had the little peice of paper.. but ANYWAYS.. it was just awkward, so i got annoyed and wen i get annoyed i get kindaa madd =\ lol.. soo im pisst, sick, i just want to GO HOME as soon as i can. so now i`m in english and i was talking to a friend about all the drama @ HHS and the bullshit that goes on, and my teacher (shes so nice i <3 her) was like "drama?" and i was like "yeah boy drama" blah blah we were talking and wen i said who my ex was (mike) this girl goes "BLAAAAAAA!" like.. 'ew' and i just illed the shit outta her. like mind your own fucking business your boyfriend has gages in his ears that are the size of fcuking asia. and i love the way mike is, he`s just fine and i wouldn`t want him to change or ne thing b/c he`s so nice and easy to talk to and stuff.. but ne ways so she got me pissed off.. and i was just sick and innaa bad mood already and this whole mike situation is just stressing me out so much !! idk WHY becuz it shouldnt be that big of a deal, but i guess when people say "you dont know what you had until you lost it" they`re right becuz that is exactly how i feel right now. and like, i know that mike doesnt wanna get hurt again, but i mean, i made a huge mistake, and we cant even talk about it b/c if i call him, he might be busy, or he forgets to call back, or we just dont talk for a couple days. i try to just say hi to him everyday in school so like we stay straight and we`re friends && stuff becuz if we never said hi to eachother or never talked or anything, we wouldnt even look @ each other again b/c we would have nothing to talk about ya know? and all of his friends are friends w/my friends, so my friend erica can be talkin about like one of his friends, and i just think of him.. or if she talks about mike himself im just like wtf b/c i just wanna be w/him again. like, i don`t care taht erica talks about him or ne one cuz.. i just don`t ? lol but wen people talk about him, i`m obviously gonna THINK about himmm!! ughhh... but idk maybe i`ll just give up on the whole situation. maybe not. who knows these days. now, if a song comes on that he used to like, i think of him.. and like certain things he says (straight up -> lol)remind me of him and its stupidd!!! ughh if we went out, i wouldnt be going through this hahaha. i screwed up already once this year, and that was breaking up with mike in the first place. i wonder what will happen next ?! =\
anywho.. you know who i hate ? GIRLS !! lol girls can be the biggest BITCHESS in the whole freaken universee!! you know what i especially hate, FONY girls... danielle (my best friend) and i always notice certain things about this one girl in our school .. *no name* .. and we just don`t like everything she does/wears.. whatever, but if we say something about her, usually most people agree.. but then the next day, they borrow her stuff ? how fake is that.. or if you are talking shit about a girl and then 15 minutes later something happens and you start defending her and getting angry ?? oh no, that has got to stop honeyy. lol and idk girls just piss me off, because you really CANT trust any one of your girls ne more because they just open up their fattass mouth and tell the world your business.. also, if someone is talking about another girl and she tells her friend not to tell ne thing, you think that she really is gonna keep it a secret? no. she`s gonna tell someone and be like "but dont tell ne one" then that person is gonna tell another person (who is best friends with the girl ur talking about) and says "but shhhhh dont say ne thing" i mean, COME ONNNNNN !! are you really that stupid? obviously the last girl is gonna go and tell her BEST FRIEND taht sum1 is talking shit about her. wat best friend wouldnt ? do you understanddd ?? haha srry i know its confusing but you prolly get the idea =]. idk all the girls that i`m friends w/now, are the only girls imma be friends wit b/c idk who else i can trust and dont wanna risk that b/c if everthing blew up, it would turn into this big drama thing.. and uhhh i dont even wanna think about it, i might get a migrane =P..
well i g2g write a freakin spanish paper =\ wish me luckk on that one..
xo
mandd ♥
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heyy, i`m just chyllen around the house bored.. doing nothing! haha it`s so ugly out - RAIN - s0o yeah. guess what ? last week my boyfriend and i broke up. =\ it was such a sad situation, even though i broke up with him. it was s0o hard because i never broke up with anyone before.. EVER! and i felt horrible doing it because mike was such a nice boy. probably the nicest boy i`ve ever been with. the thing was that my feelings for him just changed and i felt taht if i stayed with him any longer that his feelings would only grow for me and my feelings for him wouldn`t. anyways, so we didn`t talk for like 5 days and i was just fed up with that b*s so i went up to him and we talked about it.. now we`re straight which makes me happy because he is just so nice and i would have hated to lose him as a friend!! whoa..
anyways, there is so much drama going on!! like STUPID BULLSHIT DRAMA, it`s so retarded! one of my best friends & the guy she`s talking to - over kinda, he made an a*hole move so now they`re not really "talking" ne more which is said b/c she really liked him but w/e .. also this girl stephanie is really starting to get on my nerves, she`s talking shit about my best friend [ dee ] calling her a n****r lover and shit. what kind of 3rd grade shit is that? well she got spazzed on today so i guess it`s better. but she`s just such a liar and shes so stupid and whore-ish! lol also there`s this girl named holly who everyone has drama with. basically she`s a liar ? i guess ? so no one can trust her.. w/e its stupid i don`t even wanna waste my time writing about her. HA!
ladee-da... haha idk i`m s0o bored.. i`m on the phone with erica but she`s goin babysitting inna few. i have to call dee b/c she wasn`t in school today !!!! =[ soo sad!! i missed her! lol. but later i`m picken' up erica and we`re goin to the varsity hockey game! wo0-h0o! exciting. my *cOuSiN* ♥BrOoK`lYn♥ is gonna be there too, and we`re gonna be wallin out.. daddy yankee style!! you know -->barrio fino, ya tu sabes <3 haha.. ok well i guess that`s it ? more later!
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W0W.. the last time i wrote in here ?? like months ago. my bad. well let`s see what`s happened since then... hmm yeah, remember how i said i was an auntie ? well guess what i`m not. my brother`s (now ex) girlfriend was a cheater and a liar and the baby wasn`t even his! how fcuked up is that? it gets me so mad when i think about it. umm, me and santiago there is no more of that nonsense. it was good while it lasted but it`s over! i really don`t regret anything, but it is a long story, s0o0o let`s N0t get into it =]. school is okay. grades, okay i guess. hmmmm drama, i`ve come to get used to it, it`s not going ne where so might as well just live with it. girls are still bitches, you really can`t trust anyone these days. i`ve gotten closer with old friends again, i still hang out with everyone else too tho, idk what i would do w/o everybody!! ♥
- BUT - it`s a *NeW yEaR* s0o i`m not thinkin` about the past too much ne more. danielle and i are still best friends. me& her have been through so much this past year, i can`t believe we actually made it through the year!! haha, not bad things of course cuz we barely fight just stressful things. so many good memz w/that girl idk where i`d be without her =] umm lets see.. i have a boyfriend, his name is mike<3 we`ve been going out since December 9th. there is still a lot of bullshit goin on in life. girls are acting even more like bitches & sluts .. i`m not sayin` ne names.. duhh.. but it`s just so stupid. people don`t think these days. Christmas was good. i got nice things, UGG boots, an iPod, gift cards, money, all the goodies =]. New Years was okay... went to a family party but it was straight. i`ve actually been sick all vacation, stupid cold!! haha. we were supposed to go back to school today, but did we? of course not because it snowwed.. again it`s not even that bad out, but whatever i guess an extra day of vacation is good. i can`t wait to go back to school just to see everyone though!! i miss everyone lotss =].. this vaca was good tho, went shopping, out to eat, chylled w/friends... nothing bad happened. this year was the first Christmas/New Years that all my brothers were home for the holidays. that made me s0o happy =]
anyways, i dunno what else to write really. i have so manny things on my mind but no clue how to express them.. basically, people are have changed a lot. some close friends, i don`t even talk to anymore.. and just some people that i know of have become such idiots. i don`t get it lol. everyone is sleeping with everyone`s boyfriends.. and i don`t think there is one week that goes by that at least 2 or 3 of my friends are fighting with each other.. w/e it`s getting old .. haha hopefully when we go back to school everybody is straight with everybody else because it`s so sstupid wen everyone fights.. i especially hate it wen girls get in a huge fight one night online, then the next day they are closer than EVER and act like NOtHiNG happened !! it is so phony idk why they don`t realize it.
well i guess that`s all for now,
imma go. peace out.
♥ mandd
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[11 Sep 2005|11:38am] |
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wow, i think the last time i wrote in here.. was like LAST M0NTH ! haha. that`s my bad =) hmmm.. let`s see, umm yeah i deleted my MySpace becuz it was being stupid and plus i don`t wanna risk ne thing ne more.. well not now ne ways ya kno ?! but yah so if you go to loook for my page, there will be nothing there ! lol.. ne who, i school started =\ it`s pretty good though, i guess it`s way better than being crammed up in the house all day with nothing to do.. and i get to see everyone =) umm, my teachers are o0kay i hate my math teacher. she`s a biotchh ! i have to bee *dEe`s* escort becuz she is currently cRiPpLe ! haha she got surgery on her big toe.. haha i`m just playen she got surgery on her foot tho.. don`t ask for ne details !! lol.. the only thing is that i am kinda sick of school already becuz it get really hott in there and all the little freshman always given you dirty looks and shyt. haha when i say "all the little freshman" i mean it ! they are sooooooo TiiNY this year ! it`s crazy... i`m not talken about ne of my friends tho, i do have sum freshy friends and i ♥ them ! haha .. hmmm .. i`m on the phone with dee, but no one is talking lol this happens a lot when we`re both on the computer @ the same time. but i haven`t talked to her in a whole day ! and that`s definately a fiRst!! haha friday she went to the movies w/holly<33 and they invited me to come bbut i stick can`t freaking go ne where so i HAD to say no. AND friday night EVERY0NE [ cept for holly&&dee&&me ] went to the North Haven fair ! i was so effin pisst that i couldn`t go. the whole world was there, no lie. and my mom was like you can go with us. us meaning my mom, dad, and little bro.. and i was like i dont wanna go w/u on a friday w/EVERYONE there.. i mean i love my family, but i know that they WILL NOT have fuun with a bunch of high school kids that are either drunk off their asses or as high as it gets. they will wanna go home early and that just wasnt happening. s0o yeah i`ve had a boring weekend.. same old shit. w/e today i have to go to thys thing for CCD .. it`s like the first meeting of the year.. i dont really wanna go but i mean w/e i dont really mind going ya kno ? then 2mrrw it`s back to school again ! it`s gonna be 90°F tomorrrow i`m gonna be swealteringgggg =`( oh well .. hahaha hopefully dee`s mommiiee can drive me home =D but i g2g idk what else to write =]~
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omg.. i`ve been forgetting to write in thys thing.. lol.. i hate when people start rumors.. it`s s0o annoying ! if you wanna say sumthin about sumone say it to their facee loserr ! lol but uh.. hmm.. lets see thys weekend what did i do ? saterday? i was home all day - big surprise right? - and then around 4 i went to go babysit my little cousin who is the cutest thing everr ! she only speaks spanish tho ! lol but she`s like 3 she's so adorable ! anyways, when i got to my cousin`s house i rang the doorbell and knocked on the door and stuff.. my dad even called her and she was like "oh we don`t needa babysitter, we`re gonna take the baby w/us" HELLOOOO ?! thx a lot.. pshh.. i coulda gone out w/dwan or sumthin.. w/eee ! i ended up going back home and my brother was there w/his *new* baby so i just left with him.. i went to his mom`s house right quick ( me&him dont have the same mom ) and then me him his girlfriend&the baby went shopping =) we went to like 3 stores in the hamden plaza.. got sum nice jeans&stuff ya knoww. i was gonna get sum pink tims.. but i didn`t have ne money left haha. then they just took me home. sunday i went to my cousin`s house for like 2 hours.. i visited my gma. she fell about 2/3 weeks ago so she`s stayen w/my aunt for a while. thas pretty much it.. then my mom&i went to dairy queen =) haha today idk what the heck is goin on.. i really needa go to the store to get sum wrapping paper and a card for *dEe* 2mrrw.. imma go see her 2mrrw before her surgery on wednesday =\ i wish i could see her more but n0o0o i can`t w/e .. idk what else to write.. so that`s all for noww <3
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guess where i`m going 2mrrw ?! Lake Compounce* and guess who's coming ?! *dEe* =) i`m s0o happy . . . i can`t wait ! it`s gonna be madd funnn chiggaa! i`ve pretty much been on the phone w/her all day. .sincce thas all i do.. all day errday (as she says) haha.. but yeah.. i talked to santiago today and me&him ALM0ST got inna fight.. but we didn`t, i prevented it ! haha.. i hate fighting with him =( but yeah idk if he`s mad at me tho b/c i was like "ok well im gonna go b/c i dnt wanna fight with you. so bye" and he was like "bye?" and i was like "i dont wanna fight w/u over a little thing so ill just call u layder" i think he thinks i kinda just brushed himm off, but i definately didnt i just didn`t wanna fight w/nobodyy today =).. but yeah i just hope the weather`s nice out 2mrrw nd stuff.. i cant waiit, one*i needa get outta thys house and two*i get to see dee !! w0ot w0ot.. partyy in my pantss.. literally ;)
but imma go.. more layder ♥
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omgg it`s s0o early ! i was rolling around in bed for like an hour this morning ! i just couldn`t go back to sleep =\ lol.. ne who yesterday i got to see my ♥*bAby*♥.. my neice ! she was just born on saterday afternoon at 4:o0P.M. she`s like two weeks early tho so she`s madd tiny ! her name is Jalany Nicole <3 she`s the most beautiful baby eever ! she`s like 5lbs. so none of her clothes fit or ne thing, my bro&his girl hadda go shopping AGAIN yesterday for like "premi" clothes since she`s so tiny. but omg she`s just soo CUTE ! i love her soooooo much ! anyways.. i talked to my madre a/b goin` to *dEe`s* before her surgery and she said YES! i was sooo happy.. and the day i go over, might be the day Dee`s family goes to either 6Flags or Massquamekit ( i have NO IDEA how to spell that beach lol ) soo yeah i just can`t wait to see Dee though, last night i was sleeping in the basement, and like my brother came down like a half hour after i was down there to say goodnight. THEN my mom came down like an hour layder kinda to say goodnight. THEN i went upstairs for a drink and down comes my brother again ! lol then when i went back down to the basement, i styll heard Adam up there for like another 20mins. !!! but w/e i didn`t even end up sleeping in the basement, i just went back up to my bedroom b/c the footon in the basement wasn`t comfy and i didn`t wanna pull it out to a bed soo.. w/e haha.. last night i got to do a lil` minor clothes shopping ! =) any shopping is cool w/me tho ! i got 3 pairs of sweatpants.. not like big sweats, just like comfy pants.. one pair of jeans, 2 shirts, and some nice shoes, and a sweater. i styll needa get a white zip-up&a black zip-up.. and then i should be fine. okayy s0o it`s way to early to write ANYTHiNG else cuz nothing has happened today.. so i`ll just write more layder ♥
^ me&my big sissy i miss her so much<3 ^
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http://community.webshots.com/user/mandagurl0731
ii`m back ! but i don`t have much to say.. i didn`t really do anything today. i layed out in the sun - you know - got my tann on =) but then, just as i got up to get a drink.. the BEES attacked !!!!! i merked iinto the house ! i was soo freaked out ! i was crazy.. i thynk they were all around b/c i was tanning next to 3 big pots of flowers =\ i`ll never do that again ! after that, i talked to dee on the phone, i miss her sooo much! you have no idea.. then her ghetto ass phone died so she didn`t call me back 'till layder. but santi p called ! i haven`t tallked to him in a couple dayss... i miss him a lot too. he wants to go school shopping w/me which wouldn`t be a problem if i weren`t on lockdown... maybee i`ll styll go w/him ne ways tho =) lol he does owe me a white on white fitted!! lol.. but now i`m makin rice for me&my dad for dinner since errbody else is oot-and-aboot.. soo thas all i gots to sayy. i`ll write more 2mrrww
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0mg! it`s s0o ugly out today ! oh well.. it`s better than it being like 2000° outside lol.. but i wish it was at least sunny out =\.. i`m home all by my lonesome today becuz my little brother decided to go out last night at 8:3o to go sleep @ a friend`s house.. hmm.. w/e but idk what imma do today, i needa go shopping styll ! for school, i know i went w/my dad last week, but i styll really really really wannna go to Joyce Leslie and Hollister.. my dad and i went to the post mall last week, but i just got sneakers and jeans and stuff.. but i need skirtss! i really do haha. this weekend, hmm, lets see. friday, oh yeah i remember, friday i was really in a pissy mood. i dUnno why, it was just one of those days, and soo all day i didn`t do anything. but friday night i was in my room just sittin` there ya kno, and my dad decides to get sum pizza. okay... thas fine but he made me go WALK to pick it up. it`s only 4 blocks away but i really reallly didn`t wanna go get it, so i made my brother come with. me&him were in a huge fight becuz he has an attitude problem&i can`t say one thing to him w/o him saying sumthing smart back..w/e..so we go and come back i ended up eating in my room cuz it was hott out and my room has AC. then my brother is like "dad said we could go rent a movie" so me&my brother went, another walk lol, and we both got our movies i had the new Chuckie movie which i wanted to see really bad.. weni get up to the counter, the guy is like "oh your account says you can only rent movies up to PG-13" this account was set up four years ago! so im like "its fine" and he styll wudnt lemme get it, w/e so i didn`t end up getting any movie at all and my brother ended up getting two.. so we go home and i`m in my room for the night. i calleed *dEe* and talked to her for a while then my mom came home. i don`t care ne more tho, so i stayed on the phone w/Dee. that was my friday night! haha fun right ? well at least i actually did something on saterday! my mom let me go to the beach with my cousin. she`s like 35? idk but she`s awesome and i love herr! i look up to her a lot too.. anyways so me&her went to Hammonasset ( is that how you spell it ? ) and we sweat our asses off, but i did get a nice tan! ( dee, you would be proud lol ) after the beach, my cousin dropped me off @ the nail salon where i met up w/my mom. i gotta pedicure and a fill.. my nails are bright orange =)~ but they`re soo pretty! i wouldn`t get like sum ugly orange.. i knew sumone that did that once and it looked horrible.. but ne ways so i got my nails done then came home w/my mom.. my cousins&bros came over for a liddle bit and i ended up leaving w/my cousin ! wwe went to the movies and saw Wedding Crashers, not the best movie, and then i came home.. so saterday was fun. then sunday, i went to my other cousin`s house and layed out by the pool all day, and i got an ever darker tan, haha i ♥ it, soo i hadda straight weekend i guess. =) okay so enough about my weekend though, i was talking to DeE last night and if i don`t see her soon im gonna dIe ! =\ i miss her so much. and i miss chriss! and holly.. i miss errone! i hate thys.. but i think i might be able to see dee for her surgery ! maybe even earlier ? i really don`t know right now, but hopefully errthing works out. last night i asked my mom if i could see her and she was like "i told you not to ask me to go ne where but i understand the circumstances. let me talk to your father and you`ll know by tomorrow" tomorrow is today so i`m praying for the answer to be *YES* becuz no matter what the answer, i`m seeing danielle. i WiLL walk outta this house! i dont caree! soo yah.. i haven`t heard the answer yet. i don`t underrstand my punishmenet really. i mean, i know i`m on lockdown, but i have been out with my cousins and stuff.. i mean i go to the beach, movies, just with my cousins. i dont understand. i mean, my parents lemme go to the movies on a saterday, anyone could be there on a saterday. i just don`t understand.. if i can go out with my cousins, there's a chance that i will see my friends, so why do they let me go if i`m on lockdown. i mean, i`m not complaining about being able to go out but i just wish i COULD G0 WITH MY FRIENDSS! you can`t keep me from seeing my friends ok! goshh.. ughh.. idk i styll have to talk to my mom more about this. i`m kkinda nervous to tho, like i don`t have the words, i`m not afraid of my mom or what she`ll say, i just don`t know how to start, cuz i don`t want her to get even more mad at me =\ but i pray it all goes well. also chris&dee were @ BedBath&Beyond yesterday which is like 3 minutes away from my house, but i wasn`t heere =( boohoo!!!!! arrrrrg! haha arrrg? wow don`t ask.. haha.. well, i did add sum pics to my WeBsHoTs thys morning, you`ve prolly seen them already, but i`ve been meaning to put them up for like a month and finally did.. so if you wanna look @ them, the link is gonna be on the end of this entry s0o, yeah, i W0ULD have more pics up there if i had my digital camera, but i D0N`T have it soo w/e haha.. you know why.. anyways, on on a HaPpIeR note! i`m an auntie (again)!! haha my brother&his girl went to the hospital on saterday and had a lil` baby GiRL! she`s like 2 weeks early tho.. she`s only 5lbs. she`s mad tiny, i haven`t seen her yet and i dunno her name lol but they`re styll @ the hospital.. idk why all we got was a voicemail telling us that it was a baby girl and her weight.. i know errthing will be okay though. i`m just so happy =) hmm.. it`s like 11:30 and i`ve been up for a few hours and i haven`t eaten ne thing! so i`m gonna go make sum food ... maybe i`ll write more layder k?
<33 mandd
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wh0a ! it is definately a scorcher outside today ! haha.. i just got outta the shower and stuff. last night, i ended up going over my cousins house w/my mom&my lil` brother. it was funn, we went swimming [ they have a really nice pool ! ] and then me&my cousin just chylled in her room or w/e. then i ended up sleeping there. it was just gonna be me but adam wanted to stay too. i didn`t think he would wanna but w/e it all worked out =).
after my momleft my cousin`s boyfriend came over. he`s really sweet i think they make a cute couple. we were gonna rent a movie & go swimming and stuff but my aunt told him to go home .. i think it was like 10? and she was tired soo yeah. my cousin&me&my brother all went outside right, and they dared me to flash a car... s0o me and my cousin did =]~ haha the guy beeeped too ! but it was like a delayed reaction lol. also there were sum blaZzin east haven boys on motorcycles, like the sporty ones, YAMAHA ? idk but they were soo hott and they slowed down in front of my cousin`s house and she was like "imma moon them" haha but she diddn`t she`s so funny i ♥ her !
but yah.. then we hadda go in cuz there weere SEVEN cop cars speeding down her street w/the lights&sirens ont and i was "oh shyt trouble" haha so yah we went it and tryed to play w/the Quiji bored? i THiNK thas how you spell it, but everytime we asked if there was ne one good to talk to the board was like 'i`m an evil spirit' AHH ! f it ! haha i don`t really think it was working, but w/e it was fun while we tryed haha.. and then we watched The Exorcist.. the new one i think it came out last year ? and i fell asleep to it haha.. but it was really freaky, this lil` boy was like having convulsions ! it was cRraZzyy ! 0MG ! then when i was sleeping, my cousin&my brother decide to get some shaving creame and put it in my hand then like touch my face, you know, so i would slap my face w/the creame on it ! i was flippin` out ! haha it was late i think and i was S0UND ALSEEP then they were like ticklin` me for i could smear the creame errrwhere ! i woke up and i was like what are you doing ? and i saw the shaving creame in my hand ( thank god i didn`t get it ne where it was styll sitting in my hands ) and i look @ my cousin&brother and they have freakin` paper stop&shop bags on they headss ! i was likkee 'h0ly shit !' haha..
soo yah that was my night. and now i`m mad tired&stuff and my back hurts.. i STYLL haven`t seen *dEe* or any0ne ! gets my s0o pisst =`( but i`ll find a way =) my older brother just stopped by to drop off sum movies tho.. and i think imma go watch *Hustle&Flow* ( it`s styll in theatres and he already burned it for us.. bootleg.. Y0U KN0W ! ) hhaaha.. soo i`ll deff write more layder today ok ?
♥ mandd
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s0rRy i dIdn`t wRite nEthing yEsterdAy ! UmMm.. n0thIng mUch hAppened, i woke up and t0ok a sh0weR and stuff then i called my *best friend* danielle and talked to her for a little bit, which made me happy =) cuz thats the only thing me and her can do now - is talk on the phone - but i dont wanna talk about that.. umm then i watched Anacondas with Adam? it was o0kayy.. then my daddy came to get me and we went *SH0PPiNG* =] i ♥ shoppingg ! lol he took me on the motorcyclee.. woo-hoo haha.. ne ways, i got like 5 pairs of pants and like 4 shirts? i dont really need shirts but idk.. i really needed pants soo i got sum and i think i`m going back for more haha.. i <3 the post mall.. i alsoo got sum fReSh uPpss =) they`re soo pretty, white on white..you know how i do.. lol but i styll have to get skirts.. i only have like 2 and i definately need WAYYYY more than that =) maybe i`ll get another pair of shoes tooo haha.. who knowss, but yeah i was supposed to get my nails done w/my mommy today, but when she called up the nail salon they said they were booked until SATERDAY!? ahhh how long have i been complaining about my nails?! hhaaha, oh well thats okayy. but now, i`m just watching Lifetime [ as usual ] and BET and MTV and E! but only between commercials lols..
o0okay s0o today dee&chriss are supposed to pop by for a little while !!!!!! yaaaaay! i can`t wait. i hope errthing works out.. dee said they might steal the car ? hahah but i think imma just meet them @ dunkin donuts or HHS or sutting cuz i don`t want them to get in trouble then none of us will be able to see anybodY! haha.. but yeah, we were supposed to meet up last night but then the plans kinda got all mixed up.. chris ended up going out and dee slept home idk where holly was =\ annd soo yeahh but as long as i get to see them, it`s all go0od =]
but its almost 11 and i gotta take a shower and stuff and call up my pEeps to see what time they`re coming over.. so i`ll prolly write more tonight to tell you what i did all day !
byee xo ♥ mandd
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i donn`t know what to do anymore. everything feels so screwed up now. i wish i could go back in time to change certain things i`ve done in the past. i never thought that i would regret anything that i`d done in the past, but lately i`ve been thinking, and there are a couple things i wish i had never done now. i wish it were a few months ago, when i had that one person who i could tell everything to... that one person to be the last person i talked to everyday and the first person i talked to every morning... i wish i still had that person... i wish that i could see my friends, that i didn`t have to make all my phone calls during the daytime becuz i can`t when my parents are home now. there are just so many things that i wish were different than they really are. i know that i will always have a Best Friend and i know that she will always be there for me, (dee), i just wish that i could at least TALK to her... i wonder sometimes what it would be like to have that special person, such a special person that he knew you inside and out, that you could completely trust him, and for him to know that he can trust you too. sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i never made any mistakes, what kind of a life that would be, but then i realize it would be a horrible life because people learn from their mistakes and that no one is perfect. i just feel like everything is messed up now, there is so much drama, and so much bullshit going on, i just want it to end.. all this MySpace shit, i don`t care about it, it`s a dumb picture GET 0VER iT! myspace is stupid and i don`t miss it.. this whole "Me not seeing my friends" is completely ridiculous, i can`t live without seeing my friends, it`s impossible.. that`s why i am going to do whatever it takes to see them. i don`t care the consequence anymore, i`m not doing anything wrong... since when is wanting to see your friends WR0NG??? i never knew it was.. and since when is having a life and having fun so bad? it`s not sooooo get over yourself if you think having friends and having fun is wrong. and that is why i have to sneak out of my house to see my FRiENDS at night because i can`t see them during the day only because i have to watch my little brother who is PERFECTLY CAPABLE of taking care of himself for a couple of hours. and that is why i am so fed up with the "rules" in this house... "No friends" haha! that`s N0T an option those two words together aren`t in my vocabulary.. and i am not trying to make my life sound 'so horrible that i can`t live anymore' i`m just saying that im fed up with the little things ..
anyways, i dont have much more to say except that i miss all my friends, and sorry that i can`t see you, but don`t be mad @ me for that one..
*also.. these braces are killinggg meeeee! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
-mandd
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heyy kidss, i just woke up a lil while ago becuz i can`t really sleep with these train tracks on my teeth! =O) anyways.. i made brownies last night, becuz i have to eat soft foods now ;-] and uhh yeah so i cut them up this morning, and i reallly wanna eat one, but its like 10:40 soo that would be BAD and i`m not even hungry.. but my lips hurt lots! my bottom lip keeps rubing up against my bracess! 0UCHH!
haha ne who, idk what i`m gonna do today, i know i have to baysit my lil` brother ALL freakin day but idk about tonite, i wanna get my nails done becuz i havent gottent hem done in 3 weeks which is really really bad! but my mommy wont take me.. i dont undertand parents sumtimes, i mean they tell me that i`m on punishment, but i can styll do sum things that i would normally do. i think the only thing that i cant do is see my friends.. whichis the worst part. i cant stand it! it honestly kills me inside to be trapped in the house all day and the only place i go is out w/my mom to the grocery store or out w/my dad to my tio's house.. w/e i just wish none of this ever happened.. its bull i dont know why MY page (myspace)got looked at when there are millions of girls out there with only a thong on in their pictures and they dont get caught, but me, a 15 year old girl gets caught cuz i have a pic w/my friend? that doesn`t even showw ne thinggg?????? grrrrrrrr i hateeee itt!
i really reallly hate it. now, my whole life is lived in this house, i am getting sick of it. i havent seen any of my friends since michelle`s party.. which is RiDiCUL0US!
whateverr.. im just really pisst off right now soo imm gonna go.. prolly watch a movie or sumthin since there`s N0THiNG else to do ! i`ll write more layderr.
♥mandd♥
i`mm backk.. hmm lets see, i didn`t do much today all i did was watch the movie *DARKNESS* and *EUR0TRiP* they were both corny.. now i`m on the phone with DaNiElLe♥ i miss her soo much, you have no idea! when she gets her surgery i am definately getting out of this house and going to hers.. or going to where ever she`s gonna be at i dont even care anymoree.. i really don`t know how i`m gonna do it but it will definately happen =O]
i`m s0o boredd =\ there is nothing to do in this house.. i do have to work on *dEe`s* gift.. i`m making it for her early for her surgery which is on the.. 24th i think? yah . i think . well it`s on my calendar =) i think tonight i`m going to my aunt`s house .. my cousin begged mee to come s0o i guess i will. i mean, i kinda been with her a lot lately which is good but i can`t be around her for a long period of time b/c it just gets weird, becuz... ughh idk like we have things in common, but she takes things so literal sumtimes.. i`m not like talking about her badly i mean i love her ta death, she`s my cousin and everything idk.. w/e i dunno whut i`m tryna say, i just can`t be with her for a long period of timee..
hmm.. i think 2mrw night i`m gonnaa see tHe FaB 4!! haha whoknows tho, hopefully errthing works outt ya know? =) i miss them.. i miss errbody, fab4, karen, brooke, jac, lind, paty, i cant even namee eeverybodyy cuz there`s too many to listt! haha .. well i`mma go take a showerr now cuz theres nada to do here.. lol bbyeeeee love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
[maybe i`lll write more tonite?]
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wow i haven`t written in here since hmm... thursday? sorry kids =) s0o letss see.. what have i done all weekend? friday i don`t remember what i did haha maybe i went to go visit my grandma? i honestly don`t rememberr! but i think it was that i went to go visit my grandma, she fell getting out of the shower like last week =[ and she broke her hip and everything, it was bad... so she won`t be able to walk for a couple weeks =(.. ne ways on saterday i went to my bro`s baby showerrr!! well it`s not his baby but his girl`s baby shower haha Y0U KN0W! it was freaken` hott on saterday i was sweattingg! duhhh as usual haha.. but it was fun and i saw errbody in the fam soo yahh.. i can`t wait for the baby to comee i ♥ babies their soo adorable! but i don`t think i could have one - oh no - haha.. obviously n0t now.. i mean laterr in my lifee.. it just freakss me out i mean a baby coming outta hole the size of a quarter?! lol then saterday night i slept @ my cuzzin`s casa w/my OtHeRr cousin! hah it was fun tho cuz i haven`t seen her inna hott minutee..
sunday i went to another barbequee thinggy.. it was for my baby cousin but it was the longgest day of my life! haha my cousin (the baby`s mama) was down @ the beach most of the day and there was no host of the partayy! haha.. the cake was good tho =) haha you know i be lovinn cakkeee! haha.. then my daddy brought me home on the motorcycle =] i ♥`d it! haha
anyways.. enough of what i didd.. lets talk about what i didnt do.. i havent talked to my *BEST FRiEND* all weekend.. i haven`t SEEN my best friend in like a week and a half.. =\ i don`t like this ! i haven`t seen chris or holly or santi or paty or ANY0NE! all becuz of a dumb picture on myspace =\ im not sayen ne thing a/b it i`m just saying i hope that this whole thing is horribleee and it`s KiLLiNG MEEEEEEEE ! but w/e hopefully it all blows over before school starts becuz if i dont see my sissy b4 then i`ll pass out on the floor =)
but i gotta go becuz i`m going to get BRACES who0pdie-freaken-doo! soo yeah the next time ne of yaa`ll prolly see me, i`ll have train tracks on my teetttthhh =`( haha but i`ll write more layder.. prolly when i get home or w/e tell you how my day was..
byeeeeeee ♥ mand
I`MM BACK! and i have bracess =\ they`re straight i guess.. haha braces are to get ur teeth straight... get it? NE WAYSSSSSS.. o0okay s0o i have these braces.. and they`re PiNK .. duh my favorite color haha but i was at the freaken orthadontist for 1 hr and 15 min! thass sum crazyyy shit! umm.. yeahh but i`m on the phone w/dee right nowww i haven`t talked to her ALL WEEKEND! that is a first.. definately.. maybe i can sneeakk out and see her sumtime this week.. WHICH is rediculous becuz i have to really *SNEEAK* out to see her =\ i don`t freaken get it it pisses me off but w/e we`ll get thru thiss.. im trying to eat macaroni&cheese but its kinda harrd haha.. i`m waiting for my aunt to come pick me up so she can take me to JoYcE lEsLiE =] thats like one of my favorite stores everr.. and then we`re (me&my cousin&my bro) are going swimming... which is good becuz its hottt out todayyyy! but i gg2g get ready and stuff.. soo yahh more layder <3
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omg! it is soo hott today! like.. no joke! im just sitting here on the computer and im burning up! but thas okay.. when im done with this im going in my nice air conditioned room =) hmm.. well lets see whats new since my last entry.. lots kinda. ive been home from florida for about a month now, i had an awesome birthday! i got a digital camera <3 yay! soo happy haha and i went out to a partyy.. it was funn! i finally got to see people that i had been waiting to see for years!! well at least since school ended haha... but yah everyone important was there.. aka all my friends. lol
but umm since then, ive just been chyllen at my house and stuff, going shopping chyllen with my best *dee* but i havent seen her in like a week.. mainly becuz i am on punishment... if i wasnt on punishment, you know i`d be with here like everyday becuz thas just how we rOlL =) lately tho, there have been sum ppl getting on her nerves, and myne too, but its not my problem, this whole thing is blown wayyyyyy outta proportion! i just feel bad for *dEe*DoT* becuz im not physically THERE for her for she could have someone to talk to! also, she's gettin surgery! im not sayin on what cuz she`ll flip a shyt on me... but i cant be there for her wen i gots ta bee! =( lol but hopefully my parents will let up and get me off punishment sooner than what they said
im on punishment for thys inapropriate picture.. but i mean, i didnt think it was going to be this big thing, it was just a joke picture, but my parents ended up finding it and since they are parents, they dont approve of it and thought what i did was bad. i guess i agree with them, and i wud never do ne thing to get them mad, b/c i hate when we fight but hopefully we all can just get over this..
anywho i am getting a headache and dee wants me to re-do her page soo thas all imma write for now.. more layder kids !
♥ mandd
p.s.
go to dee`s page! she finally made a LiveJournal !
her user name is..... danielle1208 and don`t you forget it!!! =)
p.p.s.s.
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a MySpace anymore.. so don`t go lookin' for it anytime
soon! thx <3
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[24 Jul 2005|05:55am] |
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wow i just got on a REAL computer for the first time in like months! ne ways im finally home from florida ! and im kinda glad but then again i of course miss florida and everyone there ! i mean i lived there for most of the summer how can i not miss it !? right ! haha well i got about 4 hours of sleep this morning becuz i hadda share a room w/my lil` brother - BAD IDEA - and i cudnt sleep with him SNORINGGGG ughh! lmao ne who.. my vacation was AMAZING ! between tanning, shopping, going out, going to the theme parks, seeing fam, swimming, everything it was just lots of fun. but there were those times where i just wanted to come home ! besides the point.. coming home was good.. i saw a few people today at least.. i just wanna see EVERYONE! becuz i miss`t them SOOO MUCH! hmm, santi came to my house .. then we went to ivans where mich & paty attacked me =) i also saw juan and rafy there ! i love themm all SO much theyre the best.. ne whoo idk what my plans are 4 tomrrw? chyll w/dee dot ? [ the best person in the world ] ? who knowssss..
but i gotta go take a shower and stuff.. more later i guess ?
lovee to yo all <3
-mandd
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heyyy im in florida and its madddd nice down here ! well there mite be a HURRICANE this weekend but hopefully it will all pass and keep going into the ocean then disappear. ne ways i cant write much b/c this laptop is so annoying but i miss everyoneand hope everyones summer is going well ! still leave me cmments on myspace ---
http://www.myspace.com/mandation
and look @ my webshots.. theres a link on my myspace page for it !
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
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no more school! yes! well .. no more learning ne ways! we styll have 5 days of finals.. but umm HELLO we get out @ 11 45 or 11 30?! so its all good! haha summer yes i cant wait for it to begin! =) i think imma lil TOO over excited about it this yaer, but i can not stand school ne more! haha uhhh only like 6 more days till i go to florida! yes i love it there but i am going to miss everyone SOOOOOOOOOO much .. especially 2 ppl they mean the most to me in myyyy freakin LIFE and they shud know who they are too! i cant really write much.. becuz i dont really feel like it but if there arent ne new entries throughout the next month its becuz im on vacation! haha hmm.. this weekend is my LAST weekend in H*tOwN =( boo hoo! oh man.. i am gonna miss all the peeps here but i wud go to florida for the summer over H*tOwN ne day, as long as i cud bring EVERYONE along with me! haha
okk sry but i g2g
<3 <3 manddd <3 <3
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wow.. umm i havent written ne thing in a while.. hm well lets see, i only have like 5 REAL days of school left! YES! then we have 5 days of finals tho =\ but its okay, the sooner we get it over with, the sooner SCHOOLS Out, the sooner i go to florida! HoLlA! im going to florida for a MONTH yeah i said it ONE MONTH ! haha srry im just really excited! wen i come back im gonna be black as it gets =)~
ne waysss.. there really hasnt been ne change in the "guy" section of my life... not a problem i <3 to party hard and do what i please =]
me and dee are closer than ever and i <3 it! idk where i would be without her..REALY! haha she is the best out there and i love her.
school is DUMB! ive brought up a couple grades, but i seriously am about to knock out my spanish teacher. she makes the littlest things seem like a huge deal! and i always get in fights with her! its rediculous. dumbb biotch!
hmm.. this weekends plans-
friday sleepen @ molly's w/ppl for chelseas bday, and to just have fun ..
saterday prolly goin to kells party, if the madre "OK's" it! haha
then sunday go to dees to swim in her nice pool? haha idk about that one but sunday night i have a banquet for lax.. should be fun! i cant wait.
ne ways.. has ne one noticed-- ITS SCORCHING HOTT OUTSIDE!?!?! i cant take THIS hott weather, i mean, i L0VE the summer, and i HATE for it to be ugly, cold, and rainy, but summtimes the heat just gets to mme, and i SnAp! haha not littterally.i dont wanna go to school tomoorrrow b/c i wanna go to the beach w/friends.. but i kno i cant be missing ne more school. i have missed periods 5-8 everyday this week except for today and monday so i think my best bet is to just stay in school for now..
TODAY IS KELLY's BIRTHDAY! yess shes finally 16 im soo happy for her! shes one of my good friends and i luv her! and TOMORROW IS CHELSEA's BIRTHDAY! i love her so much shes one of my gOoooooood friends too. tooooo bad my bday is in the summer and i never get my locker decorated.. i never got to bring in cupcakes to elementary school for my bday.. nothin! haha oh well ill just have blazen ass parties in the summer from now on =)
well i have stuff to do soooooooo you kno whut that means....
....more layder
xoxo <3 mandd
p.s.
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